you broke my heart, unintentionally.

i made my mistake when i listened to Jimmie cricket. i found the truth that broke me into pieces.
this may not be the first time for me, but it still burns inside me like a newly healed scar still band aided, ripped opened tearing off more from what was there before.
when you said there is an "us", you forgot to mention that there still is another "us" which i am not a part of.
im letting you go now, i hope this is the right choice. i wish you happiness.

i wont be Pinocchio and lie, saying i am fine. cause im not. not at all. but perhaps a little nose job wont be too bad, as long as you're smiling.

this goes out to my everythings at Gonzaga College.

i haven't forgotten anyone of you. perhaps a name or two has slipped in my memories from two years ago, but i still remain to remember our days together. the silliness we've went through, even the conflicts too.
i apologize if i offend you for not coming over as much as i intended to. but as life goes, we all know nothing works out according to plan. i look at your pictures this past year almost everyday. it burns my heart cause i couldn't and wouldn't be apart of those smiles and laughter you share.

i miss you, i miss that school -no, its not just a school, its a place to call home-

not that im not happy with what i have, who i am with and where i am now, cause i am happy, very happy indeed, but i do still miss you, and i'll always will.