I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin' to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
And I'm searching for the words inside my head

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

Avril Lavigne sang this in her first album. I totally loved it. Even so, the song wasn't quite a hit like Complicated or S8r Boi.

anyway, the song really catches how i feel these days. especially when i am with that certain person who has filling my melancholic days with laughter.

to you (i think you know who you are),
thank you.