why are there feelings that you cannot explain of? feelings that make you go head over heels listing the pros and cons of one person that in a heartbeat can make all of it unworthy after all? as i once said to a dear friend, "its only called crush cause the truth crashes your heart". but do i really believe in my own words? maybe, i do.

since all the crushes i've had in these past 16years of life have only crashed and burned me.


and so, the question remains..


is it all worth it?