"life is what happens when you plan other things" John Lennon

it really is true. when i was a little girl, i wanted to be a dancer, then a doctor, even an astronaut. now, i don't even know what i wanna do.

i planned my life when i was eight about how i want to live like at sixteen. none of which had came true.

i never planned my parents getting divorced, i never planned them remarrying to other people, i never plan to live half around the world from my brother, i never planned to get another brother at sixteen, i never planned moving across countries, i never planned leaving my friends, i never planned loving someone, and i never planned getting my heart broken. but that was what happened.

now, another event happened without i ever planning it earlier. i fell in love again.